Saturday, December 29, 2007

Whatever Will Be, Will Be

24th (Monday) - Christmas eve -> Uncle's place for lil Celebration ( Done in one of the last post)
25th (Tuesday) - Christmas Day -> Simple Dinner with Sun,Fan and Karthik (Done this too)
26th (Wednesday) - Sunshine's Birthday -> Sun's Chalet Birthday Bbq than Mos
27th ( Thursday) - Wild Wild Wet & Jiejie come back for Holiday
28th (Friday) - Xavier's School small production *Cats*

I shall try to recall them one by one....=)

So be ready...Go toilet , then wash hands, grab some chips and drinks cos this is gonna be one freaking mega long long entry!

Here goes.....~

26th (Wednesday) - Sunshine's Birthday -> Sun's Chalet Birthday Bbq than Mos
Before Sun's party start, we exchanged our Christmas gift for our mystery person...

Sun got for Lu, Lu got for Sun , I got for Fan , Fan got for Siong , Siong got for Me!

Thank you Ah Siong for that very nice dress...=)

!!!Sunshine is 18 now! WoooHooo!!!

We got her 18 random things...haha...
Sunshine had a not very big but very fun birthday Bbq!!

I SET UP the fire for the BBQ..okay...fine..I was not the only one....Papa Siong set up one too but mine was better...! Ha..I am serious...Ask Irfan! Oh...and Papa Fan help to fan..=)

I am so proud of myself! It's not the first time I set up the Bbq Fire but it is the first time that I did it very successfully and fast and I win ah Siong..Haha...

Meet some of Sun's Secondary friends aka Besties...
I think they are quite nice and friendly but did not have the chance to really talk to them cos we were all in our own group.Maybe everyone was Shy....~
Well for sure we know that Siong was very shy...He was setting up the bbq fire outside and as usual, he took off his top... Then he was too shy to go in the chalet to take things cos inside the chalet was Sun's other friends ( girls). He had to ask Lulu to help him get his cardigan so that he can wear them during the bbq ( he was wearing a new white A/X tee and he din wan to dirty them so he choose to wear the thick black Zara cardigan instead). Eh~ Who wears Black Cardigan and some more Zara ones to BBQ?? Siao ar... As if it is not warm enough....But we all know that it is because He is Shy to show Sun's friend his "sexy body!" or maybe he din want to get Papa Fan horny...+X OoooppppSSS... Hahaha...~

Sunshine got a very beautiful cake from her friends...Oh no..wait..Not one but a Box of beautiful cup cakes....
Awwww... How nice... I wish I would have one of that too.... **hit hit** Hahahaha...

Anyway, after the bbq we went mos. Sun,Me,Lu,Siong and Fan..

It was Ladies Night and we reach there about 1 plus...It's freaking pack...Esp in the R&B room...
We dance, Drink a lil and continue dancing, take picture, dance, take picture, drink, dance, dance and more dancing...

*talking about dancing...I must get lower heels to club if I plan to stay there the whole morning...Dancing in 3 1/2 inch heels for 3 hours plus can really kill you!*

I got to say...Irfan and Vincent are very good guy friend...They really know how to be man and take care of the girls around them... It was super pack at mos and when we were dancing, random people would pass by and they would like shift the girls and like make sure we are like safe..not being touch by people and not being knock or something... So I got to say this to Vincent and Irfan..Thank you very much...We notice and very in moved...

*No picture for this section cos ah siong is never online during the holidays...*

I left mos at 4.15am to catch a cab home cos I promise mama that I would be back by 5am to wake her up. And I must keep my promise so that she will not lose faith in me...=) * Nelly is such a good girl..! ~puke~

27th ( Thursday) - Wild Wild Wet & Jiejie come back for Holiday

Went WWW cos there was free tickets... And thank god that it was free cos it is SO FUN...not...

There ain't much fun thing to play.. The slide was not as good that I imagine it to be..I like the lazy river and the wave pool ..but too much is bad...really the end of the day I feel dizzy and wanna puke everything from Sun's bbq out..


My Sis got quiet alot of things back from her shang Hai trip... Fun and interesting things... Trend y and nice clothing...She bought one small Hello kitty frying pan which has a HK face in the middle which means next time when I make pan cakes and etc, I will have a HK face shape! WOW...* Sun must be like..eeeeeeeeee*haha..
She also got a pop art phone back...The phone is like a can by itself..Its cylinder in shape and the numbers are at the bottom of the can.. Aiya...I should just upload the picture....I will when I have it..

28th (Friday) - Xavier's School small production *Cats*

Sun acc me to Xavier's performance...Like what he said, it is not very professional but I think he did a good job...He is the only year 1 and the rest was year 3!WOW! And his singing was still the same...GOOD! Haha...

But I feel a little weird seeing him upstage while I am down...I am so use to see him acting/ performance beside me and etc.. I miss those days when we chong productions together, bully jrs and ask them carry props, scolding jrs, leading rehearsals ...................

It's so true when they say we are going to miss the days in the secondary school when we leave...

Tuesday, December 25, 2007



-nope, I did not go to any count down event
-nope, I did not go clubbing
-nope, I did not go to any late night party
-nope, I did not go to any party in fact, unless you count the gathering at my uncle's place.

I am a very good girl for this Christmas. =) *hee hee*
Had enough of Christmas party and foams and crowed places plus he is not in Sg, so I decide to be a goody good girl and stay home. SO maybe I'll get extra credits for staying home.LOL

So instead, I head home with mama after the gathering at my uncle's place and start calling people up. NOT to ask to go party, but to wish them merry Christmas!

Everyone say: Awwwwwwwwww...~

I scroll down my phonebook and called those whom I have not contact for some times and as well as those who hit my mind, most of them are my secondary school mates.I started call from 11.40pm to about 1.30 am?Ha! I miss those days I had with my secondary class mates and my besties.

Me and my besties use to chat on the phone till both side of our ears burn.

We would talk about boys, bitch about who and who is together, gossip about some random girl in school and "discuss" homework as well as the teachers at the same time, try to TEACH and CHECK homework together on the phone.....haha..I even tried to do and teach how to do cheese cake through the phone!

Those were the days!

Haiz....sadly, poly life has somehow drift us apart.Now that we are in different poly, it is rather hard to, I mean even if we are in the same poly, it is hard to keep in touch as well! Well, we cant really blame that , I mean if we really want to maintain the close relationships between us, we can but we somehow did not. I don't know. I don't what to say but we just din.

So how we are just enjoying random call and chat for a few hours....And one in a long long time a meet up...

Well at least that is better then nothing!~

Well, I did not just call my secondary school mates and classmates, I called my ex-mos manager as well, I called long-time-no-see friends and some random people. HA!

IF you did not received my call, don't be too sad cos I was not every sure of calling people after 1am. So I stop calling from 1 am and then I came online and blog, chat,shop. ~Wala~


Anyway, I am going to rest soon. I am very tired and I need to sleep.

Good night people!


Monday, December 24, 2007

I saw Mummy kissing Santa!


"It the time of the year of giving and sharing ..."

Oh... I mean...:

"It the time of the year of burning a big hole in your pocket!"


I don't know about you but I know I have...

I am drain till I only left $2 in my bank..Yes..that is how pathetic...
Oh well...I guess no more shopping for me..As in no more buying things for me for myself..

I still left 2 Christmas gift to buy tml..One for a 9 going 10 year old boy and another for a girl around my age.....And seriously I have no idea what to get for that 10 year old boy!I guess I just have to wonder around and hope I'll find a decent one before I head to my uncle's place...

I wonder what kind of gifts would I get for Christmas this year....?
I hope there would not be any "junk" gifts...

Well... I don't mean to be mean...but really....Like stop giving me bears (unless you are my boyfriend and that bear is from "me to you" or "Ty"*hit hit*), photo frames, little display toy or whatever that is called, ugly calendars ( I am very happy with my Rainlendar) and I think that is all....I think....

Okay... I know the saying : the gift does not matter, it's the thoughts that count...
Yes yes, I know, and I kind of agree but don't you think if you really wanna get someone a gift you would really take some time to pick something nice? I mean like it does not really matter how much the thing cost, but I think it is important that when you buy a gift for someone, you have that person in mind and you would think of what he/ she would like/ need instead of getting some unless dump junk....


Anyway, I just passed the hand phone to my boyfriend's mum... She kind of not want it cause I think she does not really like changes...She like to use her old phone ( she is using 3315 btw) and it is going to die anytime soon...But yet she still refuse to change it, so laling and I just have to " force her''.

I hope she will get use to the new phone and like it. It is not hard to use, really! Just "play" around and you will get the hang of it.

It's time to get my mummy a new phone too...I will do that once I get my $$$...I'll get Jiejie to share cost!

That is the advantage of having a sister, to share cost when buying things for Mama...

She's oversea in Shanghai now.

Bet she is having loads of fun!She better get me some nice H&M clothing...HAHA...

Okay. I have crap enough...Time to rest. Got to wake up early tml.
hmmm...I think I want to wear my boots out tml.hope it does not rain..!

Have a happy Christmas eve!

* I miss you very very much. How I wish we can spend the Christmas together!*

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Tie us into a knot

Events can bring people apart, but it can also bring people closer together.

The death of my grandmother has certainly brought the family closer together.
For the past one week, I have been meeting my cousin , my mum's side of course.

Well, let just say that I am not close to the people from my dad's side.

Back to what I was talking just now.

For the past whole week, I have been meeting my cousins.

Last friday to this Monday -> grandma's funeral
This Tuesday -> Family dinner
This Wednesday -> Happy hour at Vie bar
This Thursay, aka yesterday -> Movie , Golden compass

3 taking picture, 1 holding the camera, 2 outside waiting talking about games, 3 went to grab bites for the show and 1 wonder off to buy her "props" again..! HA~

And next Monday we'll be meeting for Christmas.


And we all have come to an agreement that we, as cousin, shall have an outing every month and each month will have different organiser.

This month was suppose to be Dawnice, but she did not do her job so her younger sister took over instead. So I guess Clarine would be consider as the organiser for this time round, next month is my turn.

Hmmm... I am so excited, although I have not really decide where to go or what activity but I am confidence that it will be fun and things will be done, carry out smoothly....=)

Finally I got my Laling's Christmas's gift. Great thanks to Lulu's help and company.
Hope he really like it because it is nice and not just because it is from me....

I receive my first Christmas gift already.
A ? wallet from Laling..
Really nice and useful!

*Great Thanks to Laling's friend Benny for being Mr Package man for us!*

Got to continue my Christmas shopping tml before going work, so got to wake up early!

Ah Siong......... Dun forget to buy hor!

* I know already....=)

Back to life.

Things are pretty much settled...

We'll be having dinner tml...

~Eating again~

we have been eating and eating for the past few days cos there is nothing much to do around..

Take care if the younger ones, eat, fold the paper, eat, serve the guest, eat, rest, eat...

eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat..

I think it's because grandma is 90 and it is consider good enough, plus she have a hand full of grand it was not so bad....

Anyway, I wanna thank my friends for giving me support and concern...

Lulu, Sunshine, Ah Siong, Irfan , Alson, Vanessa.........and the list goes on... =)
Thanks guys...

Friday, December 14, 2007

Wednesday, December 12, 2007


*Fill in the blank.


I skip school again today....

REASONS FOR NOT GOING SCHOOL ,more like excuses.*Ahem.*

-Too tired to get up.
-Bad weather to go out.
-School is way too far to travel to today.
-School is way too cold today.
-Today's module is maths.
-NEED to stay home and watch HEROS
- My bed refuse to left me go.


So I stayed home today and watch 2 episode of heros and the movie, Not another teenage movie.

I got to start watching heros! All my classmates are at the 2nd season and I still at season 1, the first few episode!Ok..I got the holidays to watch all...haha..

well..the Not another teenage movie is rather funny and lame. But somehow it is not a good reflection on the teenager in America. Maybe I am thinking too much. It is just a movie and people just wanna take things lightly...

I am thinking too much ! Too much culture and cognitive, moral values.

I am so into rp now. * as if*

Just had a wonderful dinner at home.

HAHA! Guess what I had for dinner?

and along with my fav steam fish!


Waaa...the meat of the abalone is tender and succulent...
The skin of the wanton is so smooth and the meat is filled with bits of crunchy water chestnut!
The steam fish is to fresh and juicy!

HAHA! hungry now?

To bad I din take pictures....
Got to get a camera asap.....hmmmmmmm... to go Download 6ps and maybe watch one episode of heros before I sleep...

Wish me luck for my UT tml...!

Monday, December 10, 2007

Dirty Old Man



Some dirty old man just tried to add me on friendster...

He look like he is 30 plus, old and ugly...Like some old ah beng uncle then very pervert one. HAHA...

I went to see his profile...

Guess what...

99% of his friends on friend list are all GIRLS!
Girls around my age...

okay...I just saw his age... he is 36!

some girls are like 15?eeeeekkk....


his profile name is ken lai..

Oh...and by the way..his shout out now is " I`m sick!"
haha.... how true!


But then when I think again....

These girls that this man add, I mean his "friends" , are rather pretty....
And when this man tired to add me, does that mean that I am pretty too??


Okay.... stop!
But I don't really care...

Anyway I rejected his "kind" offer.

I don't like adding stranger on my friendster..
I mean what for? Add so many people but end up knowing less then half of the people on your friend list?

what you trying to act? Popular ar?
Get a popular card then. It's faster!


Saturday, December 8, 2007

Lazy Saturday afternoon..

Oh my... I cannot remember when was the last time I had a proper lunch at home with mummy...

hmmmmm..yum yum.... mum's cooking is still as good...Heehee...

Oh, she is in the mood to make tea leaves egg...I`m not sure if that is what you call...but in Chinese is call " char ye dian" LOL...SHIT! I dont even know that is the right han yi ping yin or not. Haha...

And well be going to my aunty's house for dinner and we'll bring some egg over.

It's been so long since I went to my auntie house and last saw her was new year I think...Goodness..I am like packing my self with so much things and there are so many things i forgot to do...I mean I am like so busy till I dont spend time with family anymore... This is not good... I must make time..

I haven blog about my chalet trip with laling and his friends and with lulu they all... GOD! I am so lazy...Ok..maybe I will do it sometime next week when I come home early from school...
Right now, I am too lazy....

The weather is so nice..No sun..not raining...The wind is blowing softly.... awww.....

And anyway, I got to go soon...going to my aunty's house remember?


Thursday, December 6, 2007

Happy birthday to Ah Siong!

Today is Vincent yeo ah siong's birthday!!

Happy 18 siong...

*Vincent yeo ah siong is not his real full name..

So of cause he is not in school today. Who would want to go school on their birthday anyway?

We kind of celebrated his birthday yesterday la...
But yesterday was his girlfriend's birthday...but there was no cake and all so... I also not very sure who's birthday are we celebrating yesterday...

I think both la...One stone kill two bird. haha.

Anyway we went to ah siong and his girlfriend's little birthday bbq.
Finally met his gf in real life and eh..ah siong's gf not bad in pretty la...haha...
met some of siong's friend too and his dad and his younger brother who sunshine and lulu is very interested in...haha...

Eh..come on la...he is still a kid...don't scare him can....

Anyway i think ah siong look very different from his dad and his brother. His dad and his brother look rather decent but ah siong look a little like gangster le... *ooopppsss..siong ge bu yao da wo...!*Haha...

well..we`ll be celebrating ah siong birthday again tml but i am now very sure how....
Guess i`ll have to find out tml then..

Laling called just now... Oh goodness...I miss him very much....

Okay..I am rather tired. I think I wanna sleep... Good night..

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Rp got nice people...~

I just realise something...

Rp got nice people...
Nice and helpful people...

awwww..... so sweet...~

Ok..this was what happened.....

SUI! is having Christmas promo and we are selling gifts and etc at the Argora Hall aka Stage area...

So I am the in-charge for the whole day which means I have 3 shift to do, one during 1st breakout, one during 2nd breakout and one more after school.

We missed the first break out due to some miscommunication and etc.
Sale during the second breakout was rather good. My first sale for the day was about 12 plus... not very much but consider quite good okay! I am rather happy with my first sales. then subsequently sold some other things sales for second break was amount to about $36 or $37 plus. * hee hee*
But we got no luck after school... Oh well... It's okay..I can do better next Tuesday...

Ok...anyway.. that is not really the point..

So here's the point why i say that Rp got nice people is because we was suppose to push the SUI! shelves out and I kinda have to do it alone after school as there was a lack in man power. As i was pushing the shelves toward or rather thro the front door of the Argora hall, i got a little stuck as there was a little step and the shelves itself was rather heavy. So while trying to "free" myself, there was "strangers" to came up to me and ask if i needed help. It did not just happened once or twice, i think about 4 or 5 small group people,both male and female, who walk pass me ask if i needed help in that mare 60 sec or less!

I reject their kind offer cause I know I could mange. But it was indeed very nice and un-expected of them. I felt warm in heart after knowing that there are nice and helpful people in Rp...

Okay..maybe I am over re-acting a little but I really use to think that Rp dont really have helpful people and etc but I change my point of view towards people in Rp today..

We are all warm blooded and nice and helpful..=)


Anyway I got an interview tml and after interview must rush to ah siong's party at east coast so i need to rest early.

Night people...

I miss my him ..

Monday, December 3, 2007

tired and lazy and fat..Haha...

I am very tired! Did not have enough sleep ...
woke up at 6, left home at 6.30 and head to laling house. Then wait for him to get ready and etc then we went to have breakfast at the market before going to the airport.

We reach rather early. So after check in still have some time to hang around..walk around T2, nothing much to do. Took a ride on the sky train to T1 and back to T2 very bo liao but fun le..haha...then we sat down and talk and chit chat....His flight was about 10.55 so he went in around 10.30. When it was about time for him to check himself in i did nothing but cry and hug him lor...

WHAT...of cos I cry la... 6 months le..u think 6 weeks/ 6 days / 6 hours or 6 mins ar?

Then when he check in I head home and rest first lor...wanted to take bus 24 but din know where is the bus stop and was too lazy to find so took the train instead.

I got in the train and then very tired and i snooze off thinking that the train would be going to Boon lay side. But after some time i woke up and found myself at expo, while the "lady" inform the passenger on board that next stop is CHANGI AIRPORT. I was like HUH? SHIT...then i realise that i have been on the train going form the airport to T.M! How many times? I dont

but i got home eventually...haha...

Reach home aound 11.30 or 11.45. Or rather laling's home then lie on his bed and make the bed messy, throw the pillow around, make the neatly fold blanky messy..haha..and then watch tv lor...laling's house got scv so got things to star movie then finish some dunno what show then watch mtv. Laling call at 1 plus to report that he have safely landed. Keep watching till about 2 plus then tired and took a short nap. wake up at around 3 like than then change and head school lor.. Head school for sui meeting.

After sui meeting then go town to meet lulu for dinner... Me, sun and fan eat first then we acc lulu to eat mos cos we could not wait till lulu knock off which was we ate first. Wondering where is Vincent? Oh..he skip school again..LOL..

after dinner go home lor..

hmmm..I miss my laling very much now...hmm...miss his some crazy woman like that...haha...

Oh...By the way, I just receive news from lulu that saiful is fine. He was down with the " mosquito kiss you and you get fever" thing and his hp was not with him.So the whole month he could not contact us...I hope he is really fine now..

I mention at my last entry that I will post something about chalet and etc today but i guess not. Because I am very tired and lazy ...So i guess I'll have to do that on Wednesday then cos tml i got SUI! duty and i might be tired again...LOL..

Oh no..I gain alot of weight and my tummy is like 5 mths old! GOODNESS.., too much feasting for the pass 12 days...This is not good.. I must slim down...ok...tml I shall start my diet plan....
Goodness, I am like super fat la..SHIT!LOL I am really tired. I am going to bath and dry my hair and sleep..

Night people..
I love my laling very much...=)

~waiting for u to head home again...~

12 days is like a flash

Just the previous Thursday I fetch him from changi airbase and tomorrow I'll be sending him to changi airport...

Goodness...12 days just passed like flash!
and we haven even brings/ do all the things I listed down.

But, well, we did spend a lot of quality time and more or less quantity time together.( well i do admit that he spend so of the time in these 12 days with me, but it's still not enough!)

I hope he can/ will be able to come back during Chinese new year or on my birthday or on his 21st birthday. Bottom line is I was want to see him sooner. 6 months is not easy man!

but I am glad I made it through and will still be able to hang in there for another 6 months before he ORD and be back in sg.


Anyway I am like super tired. Din really sleep at the chalet. But I think I may have some problem falling asleep.
cause 1. my laling is flying off again. 2. my mum just took my bolster to sun tan which means my baby bolster don't have my smell anymore..*cry* shit man! she did it while i was out this afternoon. Damn. i think i need to lock my bolster from now on, who knows she might just sun tan it again.'s weird, i am reading what i type and somehow it does not make sense to me.
But i dont care. even if it really does not make sense or whatever, i still wanna post it, HA!

I think i am too tired. I shall just rest now and then do a few post tml.A post about chalet, a post about sending laling, a post about the 12 days.....

but now it's time to sleep....~

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

The demon in me...

So it say this is the demon in me.. agree with what it says? take the respond and let me know ok? Click on the link to fine your own demon too.. BUT before that, do my respond first!


The sky is overcast

I am not feeling very good today.

no mood.
Dun like things around me.
Very sian.

I am :
-tired of schooling in rp
-tired of RJ
-tired of the PBL system
-tired and hate maths
-tired of UTs
-tired of wanting to achieve good daily grades
-tired of the journey to school
-tired of the journey home after school
-tired of having drama till late ( dun get me wrong, I still love drama)
-tired of waking up early everyday
-tired of not having u beside me when i needed you
-tired of feeling like you don't understand me at times
-tired of feeling that you don't give in to me
-tired of feeling crazy
-tired of feeling pissed off at little things
-tired of feeling I don't know what am I REALLY pissed off at
-tired of feeling tired

I dont know what has happened to me but I am just like that.
I dun feel good.
Dun stand too close to me.
I might bite.
Dun step on my tail.
I will breath fire on you.
And that fire is strong enough to burn down the whole amazon.

I dun behave like the usual nelly.
but i am still nelly, still me.
This is just another side of me.

OK.. I am boring...
Got to go back to maths.
Dumb maths.
dumb Benford's law..

Tuesday, November 27, 2007


He is still missing...

Saiful....! Where the hell are you???

I hope he is not being kidnap...

Saiful, do get in touch with us asap?

Sunday, November 25, 2007

You add colours to my life

He is FINALLY back!

picture is rather blur..but i think he is very good fact...he is handsome! wahahahahaha!

but for 12 days only.

well... that is better then nothing..

I am amaze with myself. I actually pull it through for 6 Freaking months!
Thank goodness i have good people around me to keep me company...

these are the

Thank goodness for drama too...

just came back about 2 days ago.... went out with laling and his besties..Alson and his girl, yi xiang (i hope i got the spelling correct) and yan ting.

Had dinner.. at some noodles house... not bad and the price is rather affordable too...and then i help yi xiang to take the famous "10 continuous shots". LOL!

I shall be nice and not post all the ten, but i think one is ok..haha...

this is the 10th shot. lol

when shopping around. Laling got me a watch that i have been eyeing on.. not very expensive but i like... hee... Look out for my gold watch when you see me..haha..
Got tired of shopping...*not the girls, the guys!* So we head to tcc for some drinks and deserts.... *wiNk*

that tcc at bugis got very good ambiance... nice deco, nice lighting , nice seating,nice deserts, nice drinks.. but i think they can improve on their efficiency..they were rather slow in serving the drinks. but overall, they're okay..

since we are at such a nice place, i took the chance to practice my photography here it is...

So which one really means TCC? dpdp?
Eh..not bad right?esp the second one...haha...

Laling & his besties
Caught in the act. they are stealing Yantings's

that's laing and i...

of cos i took more then this. but i am too lazy to upload
hmmm..looking at his photo i remember what i wanna say..HAHA...

no wait, it is not HAHA..

lol.. i mean what i wanna say is that my boyfriend has become very very tan! as u can see from the picture above, I look so much fairer. Hahahaha... my boyfriend as turn into a coal!

anyway...enough of blogging.... i am tired... i wanna go wash up and drool... i am very very tired...

I love my panda very much...

*hugs and kisses*


Tuesday, November 20, 2007

I got Chocolate!

I got a little surprise today..

Sebastian got me chocolate today.=)

How nice....=)

Something small but it is a pleasent surprise.

Thank you SEBASTIAN!=)

Now I am hyper cos of the chocolate!

a new random everyday...

I added something new to my blog today!Haha!
Spot strings of colourful wording on your left of this blog?HAHA...
I just added that this afternoon and it's suppose to be like a welcome note.

well..Lulu came to school to join us for lunch today... it's good to see her in school. the feeling is just different.I dont know how to describe it but just different.

I did not see saiful again today. I really wonder what is he busy with? And I hope his Pl@ytime is fine and ready cause I hear his group's performance have been brought forward to this Thursday.

Had my full-dress preview today. well. not really full dress la...cos we din have our full costume on. Our mask was with Anthea's boyfriend(he is helping us to paint the mask white. THANKS anthea's boyfriend!), we have not sew our black and white cloth together. So we only had our white top and black bottom on. But the preview was good la...well good as in at least it sort of ran smoothly.=)

well, it would had been better if Yan gave the RIGHT expression on his face! GOODNESS! when he was suppose to have an expressionless face he dunno give what odd funny face, and it look so darn funny, everyone was like laughing. And when he was suppose to have the sad expression on his face, he was expressionless. GOODNESS YAN! please..dun make me lol on stage can...pls...Plus you know i got short attention span.Help me la... thing about yan.This guy is like a boy band wannabe. his action and moves like some boys in the boy band or sometimes its is like high school musical. he would do the steps / dance moves that most boy band would do and etc. and then I would like...Yan...stop the high school musical thing / boy band thing can? Haha.. but overall he is ok la..

while walking to the mrt station with yan , nat and shida, we were talked about behavior. So the question was Do you behave differently while you are with your friends and boyfriend?

And then I think about it, hmmm... i think the same la... I mean i dont think my behavior change alot when i am with my friends and boyfriend. Same Nelly. ok..well maybe a little more childlike more "teah"( i donno how to spell that! haha...but i hope u get what i mean. if not...too bad! HA)

But I think it is rather okay la..cos he is my boyfriend what... i dun "teah" him i "teah" to who?
haha.. *finding excuse*

then on my way home on the bus. i think again, ok so i behave the same with laling and my friends. but do i behave the same in front of his friends? and his mummy and his aunt and grandma?

hmmmmmmm....I dont think so....

I think in front of them i shy. LOL! (yes! shy!cannot is it?) so i tent to be like more demure, i don't laugh loud loud and not so random, less talkative and action less fact i hardly move around cos i shy.haha..but other then that is the same la. same way of speaking, same way of smiling, same attitude towards my boyfriend. haha...

RIGHT Laling? I behave the same right?only a little more good girl in front of Bo mu and aunt lily and Ur friends....

my boyfriend likes to disturb me and want me to call his mum BO mu instate of aunt. cos he say the way i say BO mu very funny and BO mu is like more old school and china. haha....

2 more days to go! I am in good mood in the past few days because of this. Haha..

ok.i got to go sleep. tml got ut. I hope I can reach class early tml.

Goodnight people....

p/s: pray for karthik's sister if u know what happened to her.
Karthik's sister, get well soon !

Friday, November 16, 2007

Missing post with missing pictures

Went to Saiful's friend's place for his and his friend's combine raya open house...
that was on the 3rd of Nov i think...

The people that was present...=)

Saiful's friend took some other photo for us to but I have not receive them yet.. but will post them after I receive them. Some of the pictures, we have to do some rather weird post. I mean they dont Look weird la..just when u posting u feel weird cos we dun usually do those post, well maybe in studio? But Ful's friend is like a photographer so we should always trust professionals. =)

Then the other day again....erm..I think that was the 2nd of nov. Anyway..lulu came to meet us after her work. then ah siong bring us to a very cool place.Okay..its the second time the gang went but first time for me cos i mia the other time when they want. should i describe this place? is like on the top of some expressway. Its is like a 15 min walk from paragon. and of cos, we were not the only people there la...some others also know that chill out place. but we mange to grab a big place for us....HAHA!

Crazy girls! LOL


I took this! HA! love the effect!

Karthik & I... awwww. i miss this bitch. So glad that he could come chill with us.....And he was afraid that the picture would be to dark to see him..LOL.. but u CAN see him right?

Ah siong was Dj and we played music from his laptop... and we realise that siong listen to oldies

K i am done. got to drama to rush to.. =)

Busy bee... & friends...=)

This got nothing to do with the new bee movie..~

Well.. I am just busy busy...As busy as a bee... =) *eh..I am an English tutor*

Missed the bowling session with the gang on Wednesday cos got drama and could not skip..
*sorry guys...Ice-cream on me next time okay? My bad...~

But they are like true friends..NO, wait, it is not like, they ARE true friends..

They , Lu Sun Fan Siong, are always there for me when i needed them. They are understanding that I have my Passion and responsibilities to attend to and at times they would wait for me till i am done with my meetings and etc and then walk to mrt tgt or if we still have some time, we would go out. And they do this with almost no complain... and they came to support me and fulful for our first performance in rp! which is rather significant to me...=) thanks guys!

that's us...Fan. you look like there's something stuck somewhere...LOL!

But dun get me wrong that my other friends are not good or not true friends or what. Just not as close.there are a lot of nice people i met in rp and they have, in a way , change my life.

there are some of the others...
miss her..really do..

SHOPPING! Zara sales...LOL...~

I miss my classmates in W46F.... Miss those days when we skip 3rd meeting together... pack food to class and eat together....Piss Ping Ping off together... Dance in class during break together...Miss the skit we did together..Miss this miss that....haiz.. I miss you guys...


the class...

Sometimes, things change. and it is hard for one small group of people trying to hold one big group together.Everyone should chip in help... I just wish we could go back like we use to....

seeing this remained me of saiful... i have not seen my fulful for some days.. "Eh saiful...where you go? MIA ar?"

Ful, I hope you are okay and that every thing's okay too..=)

He is missing...haha..

I miss my sec school people too!

the latest picture I have with them..i's arts

this was sec with now..LOL
this is for allan...LOL... *Allan, this is my the only photo that I have u that u are up front and is the biggest..LOL* My darling, sweetheart and honey...*wink*

the 3.8 tai tai

Goodness... I'm so gonna cry.... I miss so many people... I got too many things at hands and 24 hours is not enough.....

Wait...i think i have post something like this before....Oh...Nvm...just change the topic before i really start tearing..

Oh...less than one week and i can see my Bf! yes!


Wednesday, November 14, 2007

I think I am dumb

Goodness...I S*ck at I.T stuff! Like seriously! I cant even change my blog skin...!

Okay..partly because I have not found one that I really like and I feel that my present skin is really nice. It is like simple and not really that simple. I like the layout la..cos some skin will "compress" the post, be it front size or picture size, then I dun really like the end product. And some skin have some weird weird side icon / link / row to add extra info but I don't like and it is very hard to remove.

So in the end i decide i shall stick to think until i found something i really like.

I only can conclude that i am no good in compering. Not in VB, not in html and in Java, although i never try doing it before but i think it's similar to the other 2. HA~

I need to sit beside me and teach me how to do all this! goodness..!

But anyway, i wanna thank hui ru and jannah for giving me the blog skin site and trying to help me understand what is it about.* it is not Ur fault if i dun get it. i am just a dumbbell when comes to this.....Goodness..another love hate situation.!



Monday, November 12, 2007

I feel like chocolate..

I mean I feel like eating chocolate....

Haha... I dont mean just any chocolate..

I want this one!


You bet that I miss my childhood. I use to get my mummy to buy me this every time we go pass some mama shop and it only cost like $0.20. Haha...And I use to use this as a mask.

Haha...2 in 1!

So I would like use put it over my eyes area and then eat it one by one at the same time. I would carefully PoP open and get the chocolate out. I would pretend that I am some super hero going around. Haha... i miss those days...Its not the best tasting chocolate in the world or the type of chocolate i like neither is it my favourite but.....that chocolate accompanied me throughout the days when i cried and days that i smile in my younger days....

those are the carefree days. Do what I like and not need to worry about anything. eat and sleep and play and go shopping with mama.

Oh.... I miss the days where i spend alot of times, HAPPY times, with my mama. Life is so busy now and so much is going on and the amount and quality of time i spend with mummy is getting lesser and lesser..

This is me and my mummy....=)

Okay..i think i think a little too much... Oh...I am getting a little emo...haha...Stop....LoL...

How odd...Actually I just wanted to post something about chocolate but in the end it end up to be talking about my mummy....haha....

Talking about chains of thought.HA!

Okay..I must get back to class now... I think it 's my turn to present next...It's always the same for Rp...Daily routine...BORING!

Wish me luck for my Ppt later!



I wanna learn Lancing~lol

I just watch a tv programme on channel 8 that interview a family where the whole family are ball-room dancers and etc...

Awwww...the way they dance just make me want to dance too!

and...... their younger son is AW SO DAMN CUTE!


erm...anyway... yes.. I am so going to learn to dance with my boyfriend...


cant wait!



Sunday, November 11, 2007

I am so damn fat and I cant blame anyone.

*this suppose to be a Saturday 10 Nov post but due to connection break-down, it has been post-pone.*

The mouth is mine. No one force me to put the food inside my mouth and chew and then swallow. And repeat the whole process again and again. So I can only blame myself for feeding me.

Well..I just went out eating again....Haha...

Hey! what? Its my mum's birthday... So we are out for celebration okay?

Anyway... We had Korean food this time round. some little Korean restaurant at somewhere near Singapore river. Its is rather Small but.....boy, the food is good~ hee hee..

Took some picture of the food but cant upload yet cos somehow my laptop does not read the data from my sister's hp...So...Too bad...!~

We only ordered two dish and very very filling! Okay...other than the 2 dish, the are other little cold dish as well la.. got Kimchi, that is like of cos!, got peanut, got ikan , got tofu and ect ect. So when all add up together, it is very filling.

One day should bring laling and his mum and aunty lily there for dinner...hmmm...yummy and it is not very costly as well...*wink*

After dinner we had a short walk along Sg river then we head down to orchard cos that is the only place for u to shop till 11pm plus....

Went into a few shops but did not see anything i fancy or worth buying so we din get anything .

Head down to Swenson for ice-cream. hmmm... oh..and they were having this promotion " buy one get one free!" Yes, so when you buy one ice-cream you get another one free....haha

So we end up with two bowls of ^topless 5^ which makes 10 scoops of ice-cream! 10! yes 10 scoops of ice-cream for 3 ladies late at night about 11 when we just finish dinner around 9 plus! Goodness..what were we thinking man!haha...

got pictures of the ice-creams too but they are in my sister's phone so...Monday maybe...

But i got to say one thing about that particular swenson outlet at orchard has rather a lower standard than the others. should I put it.. is like every visit to that outlet, something unpleasant would happened.Be it the food or the standard of service... Well this time was the standard of service. Or should i say their method of serving?

Anyway, this was what happened. So we ordered topless 5, which means the ice-cream itself does not come with any topping. But my mum like to have whipped cream on the top so we had a add on of whipped cream for the ice-cream. But when the ice-cream was serve to us, the whipped cream was missing. So we got someone, a girl and i think she is like a manager or something cause she was wearing a white shirt rather that the polo tee, to double check our orders again. So they made a mistake and forgot to give it to us. This is okay. I am not complaining cos they forgot this.

What my sister and i was unhappy about was that they end up giving us the whipped cream in a little bowl like thing where they usually serve the tata sauce in when you order side! And I was like...huh.... Hello! I am eating ice-cream here...and not french fries! Am i suppose to "dip" my spoon with a scoop of the ice cream into the whipped cream as if i was eating french fries?

I mean like come on la..Who eats ice-cream like that? Ok.fine..i mean MOST people dont right ?and most places selling ice-cream would add the whipped cream ON TOP of the ice-cream instead of giving it as if it was a sauce for a side. right?right? RIGHT?

Okay. So we got them to change and add the cream on top instead. Ok...done. fine.

So it comes to billing time. Goodness. We ask for the bill and waited for like 10 or 15 mins and still the bill was not brought to us! it was already like 12 plus and we wanted to catch the last bus 65 home. So in the end we decided to walk to the counter instead.

Then at the counter, a little problem with the whipped cream thing cos the person who took our order kinda told us that the whipped cream was one for one as well. I mean like it like ok la...its only $0.90. But I just not happy la.. We waited for so long and somehow i felt that we was not serve properly,( Hey we are paying the 10% SERVICE CHARGE and i expect to be serve properly You should not be paying 10% extra if you are not being serve properly!) , and so we told the person that the one who took our order said it was one for one and blah blah blah. Done . So we dont have to pay for the extra whipped cream. But when we feedback to the person at the counter ,who was a manger, about the whipped cream thing, guess what heshe said?

"Oh..that is the standard way we serve whipped cream for add on."

I was like...what the... So i said " but we are eating ICE CREAM. Are we suppose to dip the ice cream into the whipped cream like how i eat fries with tata sauce?"

and shehe still reply " that is the standard."

Cannot be bother and we just went off.

Best of all, we missed our bus.

Maybe I was making a big fuss over a all a small thing but , it is like alot of small thing built up and it just make people piss off.

was suppose to end the day well but...Oh well never mind that. Just maybe I might want to think twice going there again...


Saturday, November 10, 2007

Today is Saturday.

Yes, today is Saturday. Haha..ok..fine. I got nothing better to do...haha...

Anyway I just came back from school not very long ago, actually about an hour ago. when back school for SUI! Re-arrange the stock and performing my duty etc etc etc. Was kinda fun. And the store look so much better now! like seriously k... so much neater and organise. Well i hope the rest of the mc people like the way the store now look as well.

Bought 6 donuts home for mama for her tea time.hmmmmm..yum yum..haha...

Was suppose to go bowling with lulu they all...But...that ah siong la...dun wanna say earlier that he got soccer...make me excited the whole day then in the end never go. STUPID AH SIONG ! He is not my besti anymore. Dumb.

So in the end all stay home, other than siong in soccer with his friends and Sunshine in her cheer practices la. There goes my last chances to hang out with them..cos after holidays I will pack with stuff after school and etc till Dec. Welll..blame it on AH SIONG then..

*Ah siong are you reading this?Yes...blame it on you...who ask u not to reply us during msn yesterday, u din even sms us.See now...we all cannot go bowling because of you! Haha..jkjk la..*

One good thing about ah siong is that he never get angry with us. He will only keep quiet and look at us with the "what the hell" look then stare and say..."Han na Han la me la..." Haha...But he very nice la... the saying goes.....^Dont poke the little kitty too hard or it might turn it into a tiger.^Haha...Okay..that kitty and tiger thing I anyhow one...LoL. but you get what am trying to convey right?

Oh..I just found out how to add a picture onto my blog home blog looks better...haha...

Yawn* I think I wanna go nap for a while... hee...

Night people... I mean evening people...haha..=)


Went shopping again...

Shit...have been going shopping none stop. Goodness me...Going to be so broke soon... someone please stop me!

Well. I went Chinatown today....It's been so so so long since I went china town to have a good walk around... Actually I went there to get a zip la...haha... but I end up with no only zip, but nail art, nail pierce-in, (Oh wait...I got them at orchard instead. Ha), etc etc etc..

Hmmmm...People's park has changed alot! Like seriously! Last time people's park was not so crowed, more shops selling sewing stuff...zips, button etc etc...But now! Goodness... almost every corner you turn there is a shop selling clothes. Normal dress and tops you see in orchard road and they cost about the same as orchard and some even cost more! Goodness...

Wait; don’t get me wrong that saying all those shops selling clothes are no good. Their good. It may even help to draw more youngster to china town and etc but... I mean somehow I feel that people's park is a place well know for sewing needs and out of a sudden, about 1/3, or more than that, of the place are selling clothes. And I find it so different. And what if one day all these clothes store take over the people's park building? then people's park would no longer be know for the place to go to look got sewing needs but instead another bugis street, only that this is not a street but building.

You get what I driving at?

So...ya… my reflection on my trip to china town…haha….

Oh no! Reflection….not good… too much rp...haha

Chat with my secondary school classmates…Awwww…just like old times… and yes... apple (ping) is right; I must stop mia from gathering man! Haha…


I would like to ask people out there who are reading my blog to give me some comment on this.

How would you like if a site online that sells almost everything u needs to doll yourself up?
Example: selling clothes, bags, accessories, cosmetic and some extra season thing like Christmas the have Christmas hats, some mini deco etc.

Friday, November 9, 2007


Weeee...I went shopping the whole day today! HA!

I kinda junp out of bed this morning 11 plus am change and got ready to go out. It's been a long long time since I went out shopping for a whole day with my sister and mother. First stop: Vivio city!

Goodness....vivio was pack with people here and there... Went Zara and saw 2 vest. Very nice design but i dint fit the size. S is a little too small. And M is too big. haiz.. too bad... but at least know i know what design i really want. Oh...i saw a little hot pink*super loud!* raincoat cum jacket at the kids section too! Wah....damn cute! And it fits me just nicely! BUT....its freaking $127!!! Goodness... but my sister say wait for sale then see have or not. if have then buy lor....Ya la..kinda true..not really worth it. Plus its like hot may not always suit my mood,but i know i will wear. Even to school...haha...

*must remember to keep a lookout for Zara sales! Anyone out there knows when Zara having sales, please do let me know k?drop me a comment! Thanks..=) *wink*

Had Carl's jr for lunch. hmmmm..yum but the burger is very very big. haha...but one Carl's jr meal can keep me full for one whole afternoon. worth it sia...haha...walked around vivio after lunch. buy this, bought that, pester mother for this, dig into my own pocket to pay for that..haha...
But i din not buy everything i laid my hands on la..i got think one okay! haha...=)

After all that walk around , we had tea at coffee bean before leaving vivio... hmmm....after this coffee trip i conclude 2 things...One: my mummy loves to have coffee during tea break. Two: My mother prefers Starbucks then coffee now i know how to please her.

Second stop: parkway parade. went there to get my mum's shoes and then walk around some more.

OK.I am so tired now. Been walking around the whole day.... my leg is aching big time. my eyelid is dropping........ ok...i got to go sleep now... buay ta han liao..haha...

Night people...~
*waiting for 22nd to come by*

Thursday, November 8, 2007

I want to be skinny!

I was "friendster-ing" around... and i saw alot of my Ex-classmates and school mates,Female ones, and they all have very good figure and complexion!

Then i look at myself...

SHIT sia! I am putting on weight! "Damn..."and I am getting Tan! "Siao liao la.."And my face is popping pimples! "This time is comfirm die..." --> so singlish ..haha..

Ok...I must learn to control! MUST control!

1.Must eat less.
Esp junk food and eat more veggi and fruits and drink more water and exercise and sleep more!

2.Must wear sun block!
If I keep getting more and more mum's gonna kill me and stop buying clothes for me!
*mummy...why you like fair girls so much?"

3.Must take care of my FACE!
must keep my itchy hand off my face! must have proper skin care! wash, tone and moisturise !

But wait! Why do I wanna do that? I mean i should love myself for who I am right? But then again....I think I would love myself better if I am less meaty, less tan a little or should i say a little brighter as in skin tone and have a more flawless face...But would I then love myself too much until i am obsesses with myself??

OKAY! STOP! I am thinking too much... This is one of those Rubbish Entry!

goodness...i hate being a girl esp when it the time of the month! ~okay...random...~

i think i had too many post in one day... i think i should stop...
and i notice i had been doing the and...and..and...and...and thing....i think i should stop that too...

~talking about being a girl!~

Wednesday, November 7, 2007


And that's Mind My Own Business..


yes...I am indeed trying to mind my own business... is so hard trying to set a business! I have to consider so many things....

I have to consider the name,must be nice & special & attractive & have meaning...

have to consider the layout.cannot be so plain right...i see other's blog...sia la...the blog skin all that so nice, got so many pattern and this and that..

Have to consider what i want to sell, what style and this and that..

Have to consider how to display the goods...

Have to consider the content of the what to type, the terms and condition and etc etc etc....

*sigh* I feel so stress sia.... I scared later I cannot do well....Plus I am like a I.T dumb ell....shit sia...

How how how.....

My ask people around me...those very pro one..Lulu,sunshine,reena........etc etc..haha....
hope they can help and teach and suggest what to put and ......and...and...and.....

Wish me luck!~

I miss Gmss..- hope5-1 esp.

I miss my secondary school class mates and school mates...


I miss those days when we go home together on bus 61 and creak all sorts of lame joke and taking pictures on the bus and having lunch together at hawker center and poking fun of Mrs lau and her helmet hair and making fun of kee jong and Regina and disturb kim han as he blush easily and buying the 3 for $3 bread and eat on the way home and Allan's condo as our class chalet and Mr chia's "So savvy~" and how we get detention as a class outside the office and how we work together and won the champion of sec 3 camp and that and that and this and........
Lunch at han's ~*hans family*~

Oh my many things and event to reminisce about...

March baby's celebration at parkway pasta~
Mid- Autumn festival at Allan's condo

Gosh.... I miss you guys alot!
Last gathering before O levels~

the gathering at the start of this year.At Allan's condo again.Ha!

Toilet photo at old school.Geylang site.~

Hope that we can meet up soon and I would be free to join you guys...I am so sorry that i always mia for gatherings....But i really misses you guys alot.take you...*kiss kiss*

Home alone..~

I forgot when was the last time i spent a lovely afternoon at home and just enjoying the company of me and myself. Reading and suring the net for nothing.I feel so good..=)

Good thing that drama was cancled so i could enjoy the afternoon at home...

I just finish reading Roald Dahl's . It is a lovely book about father and son relationship with a little advanture. I think i would list it under "touching stories".*Read it to find out the story.=)*

The book end with a little note at the back that says :
" A message to children who have read this book. When you grow up and have children of your own, please remember something important: A stodgy parent is no fun at all! What a child wants and deserves is a parent who is SPARKY!"

I hope i would still remember this when i becomes a mummy...=)

Just found out that i would not be working on thursday, friday and saturday.Will be working on this sunday only. It good that i can rest and hang out with my friends but on the other hand, no work means no $ to cut down my expenses....

But then again...i could use my free days to plan and lunch my online store...! Weee...~haha..
I hope it will do well...a little scared..heee..

Nothing to do, so i drew on this picture...HAHA...

And then i realise...Irfan was missing in this picture..haha..."Fan...where were you sia..~haha"

Pictures only

As the title suggest...
Pictures and captions only..haha...

~ This group of pictures is the most recent one that I have...Taken in Admiralty park after Benny's show that Friday..~

O... we look so Small...ha ha...

we were trying to play ''measure your foot and count your steps" game..ha ha

I stole this form lulu...haha...

Lulu's jump!


Ah siong is having dinner too...and he is very hungry!HAHA!

~Heatwave's company dinner at Mimara hotel. The jap food there is FABULOUS!! drool..~

Feel the orange! *influence by fan maybe?