Tuesday, October 30, 2007

I Skip school today...=p

Yup..I skip school today and it make me happy cause i finally get what I feel like doing for once...

I had the feeling of not wanting to go school yesterday night after watching high school musical. But i did not really plan to not go school cause the thing is, I occasionally have the " I want to skip school!" kind of feeling but i always end up making myself wake up and go school...and sometimes i kinda hate myself for doing that...but i just have to cause i am still a student and i want to get good grades which means i have to go school!

well anyway, I "woke" up this morning and have the strong urge of not wanting to get up and go school and then i decide that i will love and be nice to myself for once! I WILL SKIP SCHOOL TODAY! haha....and i am very happy about it. Although it only like 7 hours plus ( my school time is 7 hours and i have to go back to school later for drama), it feels like a little short holiday for me... i feel so good...=)

After sending sms to inform my gang that I'll be skipping school today and inform wan leng , my SUI! operation manager, that i am "ill" and would not be going school today, i went back to drool straight! haha...

I wake up at about 12 and i make myself some brunch... i made myself "Button mushroom, dried scallop egg omelet sandwich" and i had milk to wash it down...Hmmmmm..yum!
and i watch high school musical 2 while eating...

GOD... that Gabriella girl is so darn BEAUTIFUL!! and that Troy guy...goodness...he make me drool...he is so darn damn CUTE! *Zac Efron got to look up for him in the net!*awwwwww...he make me go awwwwww....damn he is so cute! he make me melt....haha.. but i think high school musical is a little....hmmmm....so.........hmmm.. ya..i think u know what i wanna say. but i have to say that the song are rather good... the storyline..ok... so i guess the show is really for Disney .

Yup...=)

but what is with all the musical thing? there's hair spray too... and kids central is having a musical too...* i saw the audition advertisement*...what is with this craze for musical? is it the new in thing in theater?

God..i hope it is not.. if it is..then i hope it wont end up like the bubble tea thing... it is rather pathetic u know....i mean if you know what i mean...

anyway..i need to o get change... got to leave the house before 4 so i can make it to school by 5 for drama..Hee..*wink*

My love will be coming back in less then a month time or should i say in 22 days time! i am so looking forward to it and i cant wait like seriously! I CANT WAIT!
HA!

Peter Pan

Okay... So I am going to talk about Peter Pan...ok..Not really the story of Peter Pan more of the show by The Nearly World Famous Duffle bag Theatre Presented by ACT 3 International happening from 29 October – 4 November 2007.
*information form http://www.getforme.com/previous2007/171007_act3intlpresentspeterpan.htm

Haha..I am like advertising the show like that.haha..BUT. Nope..That is not the purpose.

I am just giving some personal thoughts about the show.

*before I go on. I work as foh for this show thus I watch it already and most likely to watch it for more then 4 times. But I always laugh at the same joke…haha.. That means they are good!

I think the show is great! Very fun and interactive but… I am just not sure if it is very suitable for the age group, which is form 4- to 12-year-olds.

Dun get me wrong..Alll I am trying to say is that maybe some joke they make is not really suitable for the children? Like about pirates love boobs? As in suppose to be boos... and something about Wendy don’t have to grow up so she would never need Botox? I mean like will the children get the joke? Do they really understand? And what if these kind of "information" of pirates love boobs and girls have to get Botox when they grow up? My... the children will be affected their whole life! Goodness...

Ok...I think I am over reacting...maybe I am thinking a little too much....maybe some children understand them. Maybe I am a little conservative.... BUT, I still think some of the jokes are not really good for the children...

I would really recommend children and "kids" from 8 and above to go watch... yes...8 and above as in even 19, 25,39,43,50 odds to 90 odds to come for the show... we all can use a little laughter and reminisce childhood times and all....


Oh…ruby, my boss, owner of act3, had a small talk with me… she asked if what other aspect of theater I would like to do. Other aspect like stage management and etc.She said I had tired foh assistance for a few times and maybe they can make me the foh manger someday...*but I don’t think I really want that cause foh manager always get scolding from ruby.* When she say about foh manager thing I just gave her that “HUH?!” look and she also know that she scold the foh manager a lot..*HA Ha HA*

And she asks me again if there is any other aspect of theater I would want to do, she will keep a look out for me…. and I have to admit that I was very happy to hear that! So I told her I would like to act more…and she kind of agree and she said that my performance for “Where I belong” was something and I think she meant I have some talent in the acting aspect and I should work on it..
Hahahhahahahahahahahahahahaha!

So she nod her head and when off… I told hana and she said ruby like me… and yeah...Maybe ruby really like me…maybe I am like the WONDERFUL DAUGHTER that she never had? Haha… who knows? But I am really happy… I mean if ruby were to introduce any theater thing, it should be a something. Right?

Anyway…the only way to find out is when she really introduces me so project that I can act on stage... GOD... I wish that day would really come…it might be the chance I need to fly… so that some director would really like me and take me for his training cause I seriously thing some acting training for me will be good…maybe he can teach me how to focus more…hmmmm…

Ok… I am dreaming…haha... but no harm…. Like the Chinese saying goes….ren ying mong Xian err Wei da… *I hope the ping ying is right. If not please do drop me a note to correct me. Thank you* meaning it is dream that makes one great...Ahaha… goodness... I am so broken Chinese-English…

Sunday, October 28, 2007

27102007

OooOpPPpss... I missed yesterday's post....thus the title is 27 and not 28 cos the event took place on 27.. hee hee.. I was seriously tired..tired till I don't think that if you were to force my eyes with toothpick, they will just keep shut..

yes i was that tired..haha....

Well Benny's play was rather good...he was acting alone which, i think it is the hardest to cause you can only built up the energy yourself and if the actor is not good or not focus enough..... you would most likely to see people start "drool" in the chairs..."drool" as in sleep...get it?

Benny's acting was great...ok...how should i describe it? erm... ok.. it was great enough to bring me into "her" life and when "she" talks about "her" marriage and "her" life, it kinda make me wanna cry...*haha* i am serious but i did not cry la...

But there is some part of Benny's show i don't understand... what is it trying to show when "she" take off her wig? I did not really quite understand the part when "she" smoke and then submerge "her " head into the water....*must remember to ask him when i see him!

Oh..in cause you are think why "her", "she" when Benny is a male; well because he acted as a female! hahaha....


hmmmm...it was such a pity that saiful could not make it to the show... I hope ful's grandma is find and i hope ful is find too... i have not seen him like for 1 week...and i miss him la!


Seeing Benny acting on stage, it make me kind of wonder if i could do that one day.... like really do well on stage as in really act well...sometime i feel like half a pail of water in this and another half in that. Something like Jack of all trades but master of none.Maybe is because i am too ambitious. like i want to do everything and hoping that i will do well in all of them at the same time.

hmmmmm...but what i am doing now are things that i have interest in, things that i really like,have passion for...then i don't really wanna give up any...haiz.... guess i just have to try harder and work harder in each of them so i can u 3/4 instead if 1/2...get it? ha ha... OK...if u don't then its ok..nvm...haha...




ok...now i am really tired... woke up at 7 to do my rj left the house about 8.15 and head to act3. Then was doing 3 show from 11 till 6.30. came home and went parkway with mama..came home and start blogging... Plus i had to "fall"... one was yesterday and once today... one cut on my left leg and the other on my right.. so both of my leg have some small but very painful cuts. I even joke with mel,my new act3 in charge she take over Joe's position, that now both of my leg got cut so it's balance and fair...haha... ok... i really have to stop cos i am very tired and tml i have foh again.. O..maybe i can blog about the show i foh for tml....or maybe Monday... haha...

night people...
love ya...=)

*lulu found a job and i am really happy for her...!* =)

Friday, October 26, 2007

Genes...~

Okay.. I have science today and I learn about genes today!

Wee...It is kind of interesting actually.. I learn about tall and short genes, how the genes are being pass down (as in scientifically and not physical!!) , the amount of genes being pass down and what determine your looks, sexes and etc.

HA HA...Now i know and you don't... HA HA.. Interested in the answers? GO YAHOO IT YOURSELF! =P

Hee hee... I favourite module now is Science . Why? Because...


1, my science faci is fun! He is young and fun loving but he is not really very manly. lookwise... hmmm... ok la...can la.. O... he got nice butt!!haha...YES!nice butt... small and curvy.. it pout out... GOD! i sound like a pervet talking about my male faci butt! But i am serious.. he really got the curvy butt that kind of stick out... Haha...BOB and most of my classmate agree ok.. I bet
you will agree too when see it. HAHA...*wait...I like him is not because of his butt!mind you!HA*

2, I think is bacause of the faci's positive and high energy that cause the class's energy to be high as well.. If not the class would be like very low energy although there can be alot of noise.You get what i mean..?

3, my faci always try new things in class. as in he would try to inject fun into lesson by trying new things... like today, all team done their powerpoint slide and upload into a thumb drive each and then during our presentation,we would randomly pick one thumb drive and present that powerpoint. HAHA... damn fun la...so in a way it test you how well you is your understanding of the topic as a whole.

There..my top 3 reason for likeing my science faci... Haha... and now i understand my science better now. as in i understand like really understand, can explain even for physic, ok..but not everything. At least now i still have some idea how the calculation for the physic. That means i dun smoke through my science now which i did in the last sem....OoooOOOooooOOOoPPppppPPPPssssssssSS..=X hee hee

Ok..i should really stop blogging now... cos i am at the stage area,*if u are from rp, u will know what i mean...*with siong and gang.Plus lulu is here too! we are going to watch benny show at 6 at trcc...

ok...tonight i should blog about the show....

ok...see ya......

=)

Thursday, October 25, 2007

I HATE LAPTOPS!

Great.... my laptop kind of hang just now and I had to force it to shut down but pressing on the main button.
And when i on it again some window pop up and tell me that some Generic Host Process for win32 met some problem and to save my my conputer it has be deleted or remove or something..i can't remember.
I don't even know what the hell is that!
I seriously hate using I.T stuff at times...

I feel so lost and scared everytime when something ailen pop out onto my laptop screen because i don't know what to do.And when it hangs or have to auto shut down for dunno what reason, I feel like smashing it onto the floor, jump on top of it and the same time cry. Why cry? Because it is FREAKING expensive!!

GOD! I thought IT stuff are SUPPOSE to make our life easier? It seems like adding more stress in my life!

I am starting to think all these problem that i face with my laptop thing is it because I am using acer? well..alot of people around me told me that acer is not that good but so far i find it ok.
Ok...i must not think too much cos I ALREADY got it and there is no way for me to change it unless I don't go school for a month and work till I die and buy a new laptop of some other brand... Ok....shit...let stop this topic.

The more i talk about it the more stress and fear i feel.

I LOVE MY LAPTOP!!
MY LAPTOP IS VERY BRAVE AND STRONG!
IT WILL NOT COLLAPSE UNTILL THE END OF MY EDUCATION IN RP!!
I LOVE MY LAPTOP!!
MY DARLING LAPTOP IS THE BEST!
I LOVE YOU, MY LAP TOP....

i am pet talking to my laptop...=)


ok..people might think i am crazy...


ok..maybe i am a little...

Anyway i have decided to go to IT help desk tml.
*i hate going there cos the service there cannot make it.
Haiz....

O...anyway....Thanks to Zaki.... I fixed my blog time not right problem...=)
THANKS ZAKI!*zaki is my present classmate.*

Ok..tml i am having Understanding Test. Plus i am super tired. Thus i am going to sleep early, i am going to download all my 6p for enterprise which is for tml's UT then i will go wash up and drool...

hee hee...

Night people...

*remember to LOVE your LAPTOPS!
I love you, laptop...=)

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

VB is FUN!

I cant believe I actually put that as the title!

Haha..

Okay we did VB for today's maths and computering lesson . About 1/4 of the class was not present during meeting 1. Only Farhana and I turn up for my team today. So faci asked farhana and i to join hafis team which has 3 people only. Thus we went over during the first breakout.BUT at the start of meeting 2, almost half of the class was gone.
Goodness...my classmates really dislike my maths faci. But i think he is rather ok le..

Anyway.. It is the first vb problem for this semester and it was rather easy..

Eh Iam serious ok..!For your info i am not one of those vb expert last semester or rather i suck at it...but surpriseingly i was able to understand what faci went thro and apply them on today's problem! AND I WAS ABLE TO COMPOSE A CODE FOR TRANSPOSE MYSELF OK! HAHA..

I think i am turning SMARTER! HA HA HA!

Bad English...

OK...i just read thro what i have posted so far that i think i am a little crazy...

It is like the first day and i have posted like 5 entry,OK 2 of them is rubbish about Vincent rocks!, and this is the 6th! OK..i think maybe it's the new and fresh that is why it interest me that kind of thing. i think it may die down after a few days...

As i was saying..i was reading what I've posted so far.... and beside thinking that i, myself is a little crazy, my English and my "writing" skills are also bad.
this is not good...i mean bad!

Ok. To improve my English i am going to stop using short forms. I will try to make sure that my tense are correct and so are my grammar and etc. I must also plan what i want to type. Ok..maybe not plan..i should say......erm...."plan" as in try my best to focus and make sure my trace of thoughts are in correct sequence and i dun skip any point so people who read my bolg understands what i am trying to say.

ok...i am done...i am going to sleep right after i e-mail Vicky for more tix for sun, lu, fan and vin for benny's show. Night!

=)

new blog, new fun!

Okay.... There is like 1001 things i want to "pen" down here... I want to talk about... oh...great..i lost it... I just forgot what i want to type... GREAT! just great...well... i can't really blame me cos i hav short attention span and i think that somehow lead to "short term memory". I guess it is just part of me..

O...but i did remember something that I want to pen down...ok...here goes...

This afternoon when i was at the interchange Q-ing up and waiting for my bus 963 to come by, vodka called out to me. He was in the q too but not in the same q as me. I think he was taking 168? i dunno, i can't remember,it is just some bus number tat starts with one that happened to be in the same row as 963. ok..back to vodka calling me..

He called my name and when I turn to look at him....he pointed MIDDLE FINGER at me!!! At first i wanted to smile and say hi or ask some casual question like going home or something but when i saw the middle finger i was like.........shock! i was like speechless and kind of lost for a 30sec. after that 30 sec i was piss/ angry/mad/ cross/antagonized/ fuming with fire!

Like hey man! i din do anything to you ok..and u just fucking pointed that middle finger at me! like FUCK YOU MAN! *pardon me for the F*** word* But seriously...what is your problem man?!

Then i tot to myself....MAYBE...he was just joking/ play around with me.. O...he mean NO HARM...he was just PLAYING! like what love said that when we think it is a joke, to others may not be a joke...

Ok..i get the point of dpdp( that is something we learn in rp...long term is Different People,Different Perspection ) but the joke that we made is not like so mean... or rather rude/ crue or should i say the joke that we make is NOT the same as the one he just made!ok...i making everyone confuse...but i dun want to repeat the same story again. If you know what i am refering to then good for you...if not...too bad!

OK... i am trying to convince myself that vodka is trying to joke with me...
<> ok...it is not working... i am still piss.Angry.Corss.whatever shit...

SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME THAT HE IS JOKING!

I dun think i am just angry with him about the middle finger thing. i think it is like a built up... from what he told fan,vin they all that our class was bad to him and that his class now was better all that , and his and fan's problem and the middle finger thing...

You asking me what is wrong with saying that his class is better? well, let me tell you why!
First, the class was all nice tgt and rather close. then somthing happend. i dun want to mention what but just somthing bad happened which has NOTHING to do with MOST or should i say Almost All the people in the class.Vodka turned emo. He stop talking to people like he use to. stop joking like he use to. and it is NOT because the class did something to him or what ok?!

Then some of us was concern and asked what happened, we tried to solve the problem with him,try to help as much as we can and then when that incident kind of settle he was still emo. HE kind of distance ALWAY from the CLASS. but i feel that the class did tried to pull him back to the class and all. BUT i know i did. i did tried to encourage him to come school and tired to ask him out whenever we are going out! I DID OK! i freaking did... then we became kind of like good friends.. we would chat in msn in the night and he would sometime tell me his problem and we would make jokes and all the crap.

SO when i hear what he told fan they all about our class being bad to him! Boy! U can NEVER imagine HOW piss/angry/corss/hot i was! like hey! come on.. it is not the class fault that u turn emo. and it is not like we did not do anything to help u! it is not like I did not do anything to help u! BITCH!! YOU FUCKING BLOODY BITCH!

I seriouly want to like confront him... okay... i must plan how to do it... must make it almost flawless.... hmmmmmm....*planning*

Oh...i remembered another thing i wanted to "pen" down. i walk to the mrt station with my enterprise faci. he is quite nice la...ok...a lil friendly but i dun think he is suitable for rp. i mean like he du really know what is dpdp...sometime i feel that he is trying to "force" us to have the same thinking as he does and agree with him. I think that he is trying to impose his own thinking into our mind!!!

and sometimes things that he said is not very nice. but i think he dun really mean to cause hurt or anything to anyone. Like what he said to fan in the canteen that day about his hair. Ok..maybe it is true that fan's hair was a lil long but i think i look alright. and then my tt enterprise faci, (which happened to sit to the table next to us, which is also beside fan) ask fan if he ever tot of cutting his hair!

that is not a nice thing to say to someone who you dunno at all.
so conclusion, he is ok but i dun think he is suitable to be a faci in rp.

O...one more thing i remembered... the timing for my blog is not correct. it is like totally wrong!all the timing for my pervious are all wrong. it state 1 plus a.m and 2 plus a.m but i was in school and it was around 4 plus 5 plus P.M! i wonder how to fix it.. hmmmm..PBL on blogspot... haha...Ok...too much rp is bad..lol..

ok...i will end here..toilet break...erm...just in case the timing is not right again...it is 1.29 am now...

tata

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

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BURNED laptop..but it is not mine...

I end up not meeting shida cos she decide that she will give the Shakespeare workshop thing a pass and i just found out that i was a lil too late when i reg for the workshop and thus i am not going for the audition anymore... so thus i am free now..

and now i am in sunshine's class...hanging out till 6pm so i can go tuiton and Vincent and Irfan go play their soccer...

Poor sunshine..her laptop burn this morning after Ut.. * thank god that it got burn only after Ut* so now she is like laptop-less. HAHA..when she text me that her laptop was burn i tot what..like her laptop caught fire or like she over use and *POOF* smoke come out and burn..but not la... she say just burn then got burn smell but no smoke..and there is no more lappy for her to loan in the it palce.
Therefore she have to finish her Rj and all that in school using fan's lappy. she will be calling Acer office tml and then she should be going to the acer place to get her burn lappy fixed.
*burn* haha...kinda funny actually...

OH shit...it kind of hit me that i am using acer also... die..what is next week is my turn that my laptop get burn....CHOY CHOY CHOY!! Goodness i am like cursing my own laptop...CHOY CHOY CHOY!

ok...dun think about it and it would not happened...
dun think about it and it would not happened...
dun think about it and it would not happened....
CHOY!

Ok...i gtg..vincent is making noise... he is making me pack up by helping me to pack...
haha...ok... continue tonight...

First entry..

Alright... There... I got myself a blog...

I dunno what I want to "pen" down and i am just staring at the page blankly and trying to act as if I am paying attention to Zaki's group presentation, zaki is talking now.( I'm in class now and for your info, I am in rp thus i have presentation almost everyday.)

Ok..now i am free..as in i don't have to "act" paying attention in class cos lesson just ended. Mel just finish her 5 or 6 page 6P and now i am in class waiting for sunshine and the rest to finish lesson...i think i'll be meeting shida later before going to the audition for the Shakespeare workshop.

Goodness me...there is so many things I want to do and 24h for me is not enough!

Ok..i think the problem lies in me... I am too ambitious in wanting to do everything..

BUT.. they all look so fun!!

ok...lets not talk about that... maybe next time WHEN i am FREE...





Ok...lets talk about this new blog that i got myself...
Well...Reason why I decide to do this blog thing is because i finally decide that the friendster's blog is not working(i mean it is bad...for me), and i want a place where i can "pen" my thoughts down and at the same time try to improve my vegetable english. At least now i will try to make it a point to practice my english while blogging...So Walah... there... LOL...

ok...now is like 4.47 and i gtg cos i am meeting shida and i dun want her to scream at me for being late.. so i guess i will blog again tonight..after my rj...

so long blog...

LOL....