Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Wake up

I hope somehow, somewhere you'll get link to this blog.


I think it is time to wake up!

The class has nothing against you in general.
We all get along well together in the first place but it is ur ATTITUDE that really puts us off....


Do you really have to put people down so you can/ will feel good?
Are you that pitiful?
Come on la....you can do better then that....




Doing photo shoot and etc does not make you model.
I can get a photographer to take picture of me and does it make me a model as well?
I`m sorry to say you dun shine like a model should.you are not even pretty! Just slim and average looking lor!
* I am fat and ugly so i have no intention of being a model.
Just dun like people that like to "yaya" cos their friend is some photographer.Wanna act model. CHEY!



Not doing work at all and yet wants to claim all the credit at the end of the day?!
You think you can?
If you want to fight for your grade, you should start from first meeting.
Getting A on others people work is UN-GLAM!
This is what LOSER do!


BTW, Miss model J***, this fashion clothes are way better looking then the colthes u are wearing now....


Then again...I dont even think you will look good in this fashion's clothes...So just forget about the lables.

You just dun have the class and style u think you have.....Oooppsss...








Oh yes! I am a BITCH....
In case you have not notice.... =)

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Best Friend Forever

Come come...Let's talk about my bff.....=)

Lets watch some videos!


Famous & Classic...




This is a copy...which I think it's rather bad..




This is my Fav version...its in italian but song is still in English...just watch,u`ll get what I mean...




I love this advertisment!






YES! Lets talk about diamond!!!

HAHAHA...


4 things to look out for when buying the diamond --> Color, Clarity, Carat and Cut.


Color

While many diamonds appear colorless, or white, they may actually have subtle yellow or brown tones that can be detected when comparing diamonds side by side. Colorless diamonds are the rarest and most valuable of all. Color variations are a result of the natural forces (i.e., temperature, pressure, trace elements) at work during the formation of diamonds within the Earth. Because subtle color variations dramatically affect the value of a diamond, a color grading scale is used to categorize the shading differences from one diamond to the next.

Diamonds are graded according to the GIA (Gemological Institute of America) color chart.




Clarity is an indication of a diamond's purity. Clarity is determined by a diamond's naturally occurring internal characteristics. These characteristics are sometimes not visible to the naked eye and they are what make each diamond unique. The characteristics, or inclusions, may look like crystals, feathers, clouds or dark spots and the quantity, size, and location of these inclusions does have an affect on a diamond's value. Diamonds with fewer and smaller inclusions generally are more brilliant, assuming that the color and cut are the same.

The U.S. Federal Trade Commission has established the jewelry industry's standards for diamond clarity based on 10-power magnification. A diamond is graded by its relative departure from "flawless"--the complete absence of inclusions under 10x magnification.
Less than 1% of all diamonds ever found have had no inclusions and can be called flawless (FL) or internally flawless (IF). VVS diamonds are also extremely rare. VS diamonds are of superior quality and are used in extremely fine jewelry. This clarity grade becomes more important as the diamond size increases. A large percentage of jewelry is made with SI quality diamonds. These diamonds are perfect for diamond studs or multi-stone diamond earrings, rings and bracelets or as accents in gemstone rings. I quality diamonds are acceptable as well for diamond jewelry or as accents but the sparkle is reduced by the number and location of inclusions.




Carat
Diamonds are measured in terms of weight, not size. The heavier the diamond, the greater the carat weight. Two diamonds of equal weight can have very different values, because the quality is still determined by the color, clarity and cut. As diamonds increase in size, their cost tends to increase exponentially rather than arithmetically. Thus, a one-carat diamond can cost significantly more than a one-half carat diamond of equal quality. The weight of a diamond less than one carat in size may also be described in terms of "points". There are 100 "points" in 1 carat.


Cut
Diamonds mined from the earth look like tumbled gems or beach glass. To turn the diamond into a beautiful gem, the diamond is cut with precise facets, or tiny polished faces. There are 58 total facets on the round brilliant diamond: 33 facets are in the crown and table (largest facet) located above the girdle (the diamond’s widest point), 24 facets in the pavilion and 1 facet at the bottom, or culet.

A well cut diamond will have an amazing brilliance and fire. This is caused by white light reflecting off the diamond’s surfaces and the mirrored depths of the pavilion. The key to desirable fire and brilliance is proportion. Light striking a shallow cut diamond will fall out the other side and not reflect back to the top. Light striking a deep cut diamond will get lost in the pavilion and also be unable to reflect back to the top.

Okay...this is just a random post.

I got nothing much to do nor to blog about so.....=)

Well...At least you somthing useful..=)

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Call of duty road to victory

JB TRIP

The trip started with a beautiful morning....

But we went in the late morning...Good thing that the custom was fast. Reach JB in about 1 hours plus,including traveling time....
Road to JB..

First stop was to visit Laling's dad....
His daddy got the fierce man look...Now I know why laling look fierce.... ;)


Next stop was to his nanny's place....
On the way to his nanny's place...
The taxi uncle said i look like a Korean, Japan girl...
I am really starting to think why.... Is it because of my small eyes?
But there are other Singapore girls that have small eyes also ma...So you mean every female in sg that have small eyes are not local??!!
That's his nanny and his mum...
I think she is like his 2nd mum...after all she took care of him when he was a kid..
His nanny is a very jovial person..Rather loud and fun...
About 2 hours later...we left her place and went to the Giant hypermarket that was near her house..

Half way, it started raining...

Went there and have lunch cum dinner, it was around 4 plus..dinner was KFC...then after that walk around...Nothing much though...then went to holiday plaza...Bought some lashes..but....4 pairs only...not much nice design left...

Walk around some more but din buy anything...After all the walking it was about time to go home...Damn tiring after walking....going home was a terrible.....Super a lot of people.... And a major huge jam....human jam and traffic jam...we waited for the bus for more then 30 mins....

Reach home and drop dead on the bed...drool till next morning....


SKIP SCHOOL DAY!

Yes! I skip school today....
I have been wanting to pontang for dunno how long...

haha

Went for breakfast in the morning.......


This was what we had for breakfast....hahaha...

Too many choice, we dunno what to chose so end up we get all....

egg+hush brown+meat patty = laling's mouthful of food


Best breakfast on earth is to have hush brown with maple syrup...It keeps me happy all day....=)

After eating went to walk around....Walk from Singapore Post to 2nd Chance( i dunno what building but i only remember it as 2nd chance) to City plaza and back to Singapore Post.

And continue to eat...but this is low fat..and it's yummy too! So..it's pretty okay...


Went home after that and nap....nap till dinner time...

HAHAHAHA...

=]

I understand that people find it odd that a girl that has a boyfriend is feeling depress...

About 3 years ago I feel that too...There was a girl that transfer from another school to my class...she was rather pretty, rich man's girl, have boyfriend and I can say that my class is the friendly sort so we all did hang out with her..But after a while she stop coming to school and some time after that we receive news that she have quit school and that she is having depression... When I heard that I was like...."HUH! U KIDDING ME? SHE? DEPRESSION? Got $$, Got boyfriend, Got rather nice classmate,friends...She got nothing to depression about what...siao..."

But now I understand....Sometimes it's not just about having boyfriend or just having friends around...there are more to it... Some thing is not just having boyfriend or friends around and things will be okay..What I mean is it good to have friends around to keep one company and have a boyfriend to cuddle and tell you everything will be fine but in the end the person itself have to solve the problem and get himself/herself to get on...Its like one one breaks up with their boyfriend or girlfriend...they can cry till they're dry...listen to the friend's console till they go deaf and still feel the bitter/pain/unhappiness if they,themselves refuse to move on...

So to all my friends; Thank you very much for the encouraging words and support...I am feeling better...I think it's just a passing phrase and part of growing up....I wont allow myself to sink into depression...I just need time,some good company and....maybe more hush brown and maple syrup...HAHAHA

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Bring me go shopping!

Oh yeah..!

I am going to JB tml!

With laling and his mum...One day trip...
I don't really know where are we going...I cant plan cause his mum would be leading the way so I am just going to follow...I just hope it will be some good shopping place...I wanna go in and get a dozen of Fake lashes.....And some other random stuff that I will see.....=)

Hope it'll be a good shopping trip! & let me dump my sicko problem behind...=)


Sunshine: I am starting to think that you are the next Seventeen's spoke person....Haha... Sun....Thanks...I'll keep it in mind....

Anonymous: I am starting to think who you are you....There are only a hand full of guys i know who read my blog. Laling, Vincent ....they read often but never leave comment...Shaun, he is not that kind that would say cheers...HAHA...And then Hadi...Hmmmmm....Are you Hadi?

Make my hair grow faster!

Suddenly I realise that there are a lot of people whom i dun think would know about this blog knows about this blog...


HAHA..


So that means I need to think twice before I wanna bitch about people..




Anyway...Does anyone have an formula, method or ways to make hair grow faster?
I dun mean like going to Beijing 101 or eat some funny medication...
Is there anything I can do to speed up the growth of my hair? Like say comb my hair 100times per day? Massage my scalp in a certain direction?


I miss my long long hair.....




Last time I Yaya papaya la... Tell the hairdresser : "Just cut what you think is nice for me...Never mind one...My hair grow very fast..So just cut lor.." So the hairdresser just cut la...from my waist cut all the way to my collar bone there....That was when i was in Sec5..

I use to cut my hair like a few years once but ever since sec 5, i have been cutting my hair like 6 mth once or at least 1 year once...Not very often to some but it consider often to me..

And now...my hair is not long... ( I cant say it's short cos many people will kill me....but to me its not long...thus...its not long...HAHAHA) I want to have long perm hair..Like the picture above...only this time it will be nicely perm and not just natural curl......

So I guess from now till my hair grow to my idea hair length, I`ll just keep a lookout of possible hairdo I want......Got a few in mind already....



B's hair...
S's hair..

This is from T&G....I think not bad...

Famous Blogger's hair...

My Sis suggest big curl like hers...



How??

Which one would suit me better?

In the meantime...I wanna get myself fair... Fair like my sister..Fair like Melissa...Fair like Lulu....So I can get my mum to buy me new clothes cos everytime buy clothes with her she will make noise that I am tan....Wear this not nice...wear that not nice...But I guess its rather true la...When you are fairer you can hold more color like now i cant really carry hot pink and some other random color... And I guess when you are fairer you look brighter and it's very nice to be fair and bright...=)

P/s: thanks guys...but sometimes I just feel like being alone...I just want to be alone...let me be...It makes me feel better..in a way..I guess... But really....thank you very much...=)

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Stupid RJ

I really hate Rj question like:

What insights did I gain today?


Like seriously.....cant you come out with a question better then this?

A depressing post

I think I am suffering for mild depression....


This is what i found on IMH site on depression....


WHAT ARE THE SYMPTOMS OF DEPRESSION?

The following are the most common symptoms of depression. If you experience 5 or more of these symptoms for 2 weeks or longer, you are probably depressed.

-Persistent sadness or feeling down or gloomy YES
-A loss of interest in activities previously enjoyed, such as socializing with friends and family, most of the day, nearly every day. PARTLY
-Loss of appetite and loss of weight. NO, I WISH
-Insomnia. For some people, on the contrary, they find that they are sleeping more than normal. YES. I AM SLEEPING MORE THEN USUAL.
-Feeling restless and agitated more easily. YES
-Feeling tired and having little energy. YES
-Unable to concentrate and think clearly and thereby becoming indecisive. NORMAL. I AM INDECISIVE IN THE FIRST PLACE.
-Feeling of worthlessness and quilt. YES
-Recurrent thoughts of death . NO I AM NOT BRAVE ENOUGH TO DIE.


So....Ya.....almost there.....Or rather 1/2 way i think...


I am sick of school...
I am sick of going to school...
I am sick of my class...
I am sick of the way my class behave..
I am sick of the some of the people in my class...
I am sick of going to a class where people dislike each other very much...
I am sick of going to a class where only few are bond together as a clique...
I am sick of going to a class that I feel is not bond as A CLASS...
(Yes, i am going to say this even if there is a high chance of my classmates see this... is my freaking blog!)
I am sick of my school work...
I am sick of having to worry about my grade everyday...
I am sick of myself sometimes...most of the time...
I am sick of my hair...
I am sick of my fats...
I am sick of being short...(sometimes la)
I am sick of messy cupboard....( freaking lousy cupboard collapse)
I am sick of having to worry for $$$$$...
I am sick of having not enough time to do things...
I am sick of not having energy to do things...
I am sick of feeling lousy....
I am sick of looking lousy...
I am sick of not being ME..
I am sick of acting like NELLY...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Okay.....I think i shall stop... going on with the list of things that i am sick of is making me feel even more depress...

I just feel like staying at home all day...
Sleep and do nothing...(Okay..pack my cupboard maybe...& my room..& my house)

I feel lonely sometimes....It`s rather weird cause I don't usually feel lonely...I use to like being with me and myself alone..do things alone...walk alone...and never felt lonely.. but now on and off i feel lonely.. I am still okay with going school myself and etc and BUT just sometimes...a sudden gust of lonely feel hit me straight in my head and I feel lonely....Even with my friends, sometimes i feel lonely...the loneliness is from deep in the heart and not just because I am alone...Its scary....

I dunno what is happening..is this suppose to be normal? Like part and parcel of growing up?
Or it is just me and my problem.....

Or am I just feeling stressed...Too much stress that i am thinking too much and think that i am depress....

I feel worst today.....

Maybe its because of my period...

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

White Roses.....



Cam whore with the rose before it wither....














I dunno why the picture turn out to be a little emo..
HAHAHA








Dying

I found this in Chicken Soup for the Soul sometimes ago...

Very meaningful...


First I was dying to finish high school and start college....
And then I was dying to finish college and start working...
And then I was dying to marry and have children...
And then I was dying for my children to grow old enough for school so I could return to work;
And then I was dying to retire....
And now, I am dying...
Suddenly I realize I forgot to live....




How true.....at least for me......

I am at the stage of dying to finish Poly and start working....

I hope i`ll remember to live...

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Je t'adore

Okay... Seriously I dunno how am I going to kick start this post....

I feel a little shy....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....

How often do u hear me say that???
HAHAHA...
Okay...Lets starts with some pictures... =)Lets take a picture before we leave house....
Laling at the back:" Faster la...." My attempt to act " Japanese"
Refuse to enter the lift if the picture is not taken....HAHAHA


It was raining so.....no Fort Canning to go to..=(
but we went to Liang Court...

That's the place...
Walk pass the fountion near MOS.. I think i was hook with "pulling" my skirt...LOL


Meidiya, the Japanese supermarket is so much FUN!

that's the door...


I love shopping at supermarket...
So many interesting things to see!

So many things to play with....hahaha..

That is actually the rice seasoning..i think its specially made for the girls..so that they can bring to school...not only to eat but also to show off cos it's HELLO KITTY!! haha
This is my Laling...I think he is......turning a little gay.....LOL
They even have canned quail egg!
Okay...This is COFFEE...not perfume....Yes...Its Davidoff coffee.....
This remind me of Sunshine...HAHA...
Cute and Yummy..~

I always complain that he does not buy me flower..
But from now on...I will complain no more!

My white rose....
See...it matches my ear-ring...



HAHAHAHAHAHA
Although its just one stalk,its good enough for me....

One stalk means I am his one and only...HAHAHAHAHA


Hmmmmm...nice LOOKING body....LOL
Empty
Beautiful....~

We wanted to go for Japanese buffet dinner at River Valley hotel but we could not get the number to do a reservation so we went to the Hong Kong cafe opposite katong complex. We had pass by it a few time and we keep saying we'll go try....Finally we're there.....=)


He always look fierce when he does not smile..No wonder some of my friends are afraid of him...LOL

My turn to pick!
The list of things we ate..




The food is not bad.....the bill adds up to about $30..
Went home after that..Pack some desert for his mum from the Hong Kong cafe...

It's rather a short day but I had lots of fun..

Oh....Wanna know what I receive from him?

BIRD NEST!!!
*forgot to take picture*



HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA....


P/s: thank you Laling....I had a wonderful day.....And the bird nest taste extra sweet...BUT...one bottle of bird nest wont do much help to make my skin better...I think at least one bottle per month is good...=) and I`ll share some, like a month full, with you too...* wink*

**Warming!!!NOW HERE COME THE 3 WORD...IF U CANNOT STAND IT...PLEASE SKIP THE FOLLOWING LINE...**

I LOVE YOU!!!

lol



P/p/s: Thank you sunshine & Irfan for you good wish..=) And fan....his name is GABRIEL not some Glen or Genevieve and definitely not Gustin Gimberlake...hahaha....