I am still okay I think..
Although sometime I will imagine that my phone vibrate but i would always remind myself that I do not carry a phone now..
I know half of you out there must be thinking I am mad..
My boss, Alicia, Tia and i think even momo thinks I am mad..
I din really sleep well yesterday night..
I woke up early today.. like 8.30 am when i set my alarm at 9.30am..
I ate 3 bowls of coco pops and one slice of bread with thick redbean paste for breakfast..
*I am like in love with the red bean paste from diaso*
Then dinner I ate Veggie delite and one peanut mee chaing kueh for dinner...
*I think other then Mr bean's pancake..I love mee chaing kueh from Pinle too*
I was like freaking full till I wanna burst...
That is my problem..
I always want to stuff myself till I wanna burst if not I want to starve myself till I can hear it growl so loud..
This is so not good...
I must learn;
I will learn;
I will, eat till I am just nice full and stop.
I came home reading about calories again..
Cos I weight myself and it went up by a bit...
And also I wonder how much calories does mee chiang kueh is...
cant seems to find it online...
My brain have been on off thinking about things..
Then I came to a conclusion...
I really made my life messy and I really cant blame anyone..
It not anyone else fault but mine..
I have been like pushing the blame but actually its all mine..
I am thinking about people who I really should not..
I am thinking stupid things which I really think I am just mad..
Then again.. maybe I am thinking of those mad things cos....
I just needed someone to hold me...
I need a slap on my face to wake up and stop thinking about those mad things..
My blog is like really boring now..
Cause there is one ton of words.
And all I do is rant and babble..
Actually, I have quite alot of pictures to upload..
I must find time to on that netbook.
Upload to com, edit and upload to blogger..