Have realize I have extremely bad temper..
Have I always been this impatience, this bad temper?
I need anger management..
I need meditation..
And I need one hell lot of self control...
I feel so imperfect..
Never once felt this way before...
Yes. I've felt lousy before..
Yes. I've felt low confident before..
But not imperfect,
Not - not good enough for anyone-...
Where is that truly happy Nelly 3 yrs ago?
As always.. They say everything happens for a reason...
I may be the reason that caused the unhappiness around me and to myself..
Now that Ive realize it..
I should and need to do something about it..
I just wanna be left alone now..