Thursday, June 9, 2011

Torn tofu...

Have realize I have extremely bad temper..
Have I always been this impatience, this bad temper?

I need anger management..
I need meditation..

And I need one hell lot of self control...

I feel so imperfect..
Never once felt this way before...

Yes. I've felt lousy before..
Yes. I've felt low confident before..
But not imperfect,
Not - not good enough for anyone-...

Where is that truly happy Nelly 3 yrs ago?

As always.. They say everything happens for a reason...

I may be the reason that caused the unhappiness around me and to myself..
Now that Ive realize it..
I should and need to do something about it..

I just wanna be left alone now..
Thank you..

-Nigel-

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